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you have found my collection of passed notes from the 90s, welcome.

spanning from the beginning of 1995 to junior year of high school in 1998, a note, reproduced verbatim from the original with the exception of all names, is posted to this blog in the order I'd received it. each post contains one note, and a brief narration of the back story as best I can remember it.

there will also be, from time to time, relevant photos, songs, videos, links, objects, quotes, diaries, poems, and other ephemera (all admittedly completely self-indulgent and wince-inducing).
Oct 03
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(Cliché High School Poetry Corner II: I wanted to kill my parents.)

I’m gonna get out
Get out of this place
I hate your mind
And I hate your face
I find my only answear
Is to kill
I hate you all
for bringing me here
and locking me up
Keeping me safe
Keeping me insane
I am not safe
I am not innocent
I am not pure
I want to be left alone
Yet when I am alone
24 hours a day
It makes me wonder
Do I want this
Do I need this
I am just becoming more disrupted,
Oops I just combusted.

“lock me alone” by eve cabot, 1995

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